Arghhh, it's Sunday night! The weekend always goes so damn quickly :( and I've got Chemistry in for tomorrow morning that I should be doing, but I'm putting it off because I don't understand any of it (I'm sorry, but when will I really need to know about the giving and sharing of electrons in future life!?) and I feel sort of shit physically, so yeaaaah.
Had a pretty good weekend, really - one of my best friends (who moved away around this time last year) came to visit for the first time in what feels like forever, but is actually just over a month. We had a really fun time and I managed not to feel too awkward or dorky; she's just really lovely, and one of the few people I actually feel comfortable enough to be myself around so it's all good. We went out yesterday, with her boyfriend, a few of our friends and a couple of his friends (and a few random people who no-one really seemed to know, but who were okay and only with us for a bit) and we just went round town for the day; lounging around, eating tons, acting like five-year-olds (we got kicked out of the MacDonalds' play area - it's discrimination, it really is!), freezing to death etc, and finished up in this pizza place near where I live. It's basically a takeaway place, but they have one or two tiny tables by the counter and we sat there for literally hours after finishing eating - they never even asked us to leave, which was surprising as we were being pretty loud/disruptive/irritating - it was just me, my friend who had come to stay, her boyfriend and another friend at this point, and we played a really long and funny game of Truth or Dare that provided us with hours of amusement! Basically the day was nothing special or exciting, but it was the first time I've seen one of my best friends, whom I love to bits, in total fucking ages, and also probably the first time in quite a while that I've felt happy and comfortable and at ease around people. So, even though it may sound pretty mediocre, I really enjoyed it, just because of the people I was with and the way I felt.
Today was alright too; went to the station with my friend, her boyfriend, one of his friends (he just decided to tag along; not really sure why) and an ex-friend of mine (I now can't stand her, and pretty sure she can't stand me, but we're ~civil nonetheless). It was okay, but kind of awkward, especially when my friend left to get her train and I was left with the others, wanting to go home but not wanting to seem rude. We went to this big ~alternative shopping centre in town; some of it wasn't my style at all, but some of it was really cute. I didn't really talk to them much, which the boyfriend's friend - who I barely know - seemed to find kind of disconcerting (he kept asking me my opinions on things, and when I didn't give much away he was all 'you don't talk much, do you?' and talking about how quiet I was), but I don't talk much to most people really; you get used to it. I left early, because I just felt really out of place, and because getting the train home with the ex-friend would've been Awkward City. She's not a horrible person, really; she just gets on my nerves, and I'm not sure whether that's because I'm still subconciously annoyed with her for being a bitch to me all those years ago (we were friends when we were little, and had a huge fight over nothing at the age of about 12) or what, but there's just something so smarmy and fake about her. I can't put my finger on it - she just annoys me.
Anyway, I should probably do something constructive with my time. I won't, but I should.

(I'll carry on with the 30 days thing tomorrow, probably - today it just sounds like waay too much effort for my liking...)